Saturday, March 08, 2008
Well, Well, Well...
Look who FINALLY decides to write in here. Alot has been going on lately. I stopped talking to my friend Sarah, because she's just...a user and basically thinks the world revolves around her. She would never admit to it either.
Let me explain. See, last summer, we went to Virginia to hang out with everyone we miss dearly, and I was hoping to get to hang with Sarah. I called her the day we arrived in VA, and told her we were in the state already, but still had 5 or 6 hours left, and she made plans that we could hang out that night. She called a couple hours later, and said she had family over so we'd have to wait until the very next day...that's fine. The next day came, and my mom, brother, and I had left to go to the mall and I brought my cell with me so I wouldn't miss her call. I waited and waited and waited and got no phone call from her. And finally she decides to call me sunday evening to tell me she's in New York. Yeah, my Aunt Loyce was right, if she was really my friend, she would've waited until after she saw me, before going to NY.
You'd think it stopped there, she asked me see if I could talk my mom into staying a week after she gets back...or I could stay with her for a week while my mom and brother went home then come back to get me. My mom always avoids doing that, because she hates driving on the highways, and freeways and just hates traveling in cars, period. We was only able to stay a day. So, when that day came, I tried calling her house phone, AND her cellphone and all I got was her answering machine and voice mail. I finally said screw it. She obviously didn't want to see.
Since then, we've talked every once in awhile. November 7th was the last time I heard from her until the last day of January. Then, she desides to ask me what my number was in all that. And then, she told me how she needed me, because her "husband" wasn't there. He was in Chicago for military boot camp and blah blah blah. Mhm. Notice I said Husband. She got married on January 7th. And didn't even invite me. we were SUPPOSE to be best friends. What's up with that? But, whatever. I'm over it now. If she wants to be that way, fine.
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Onto other things. One of my ex-boyfriends...the one I regret going out with...Andrew. Back in like August or September, he wanted to propose to me. I was shocked! I told him as nicely as I could, that I wasn't ready for that kind of commitment. Which was sooo true. I mean hello! I'm only going on 20. I still have plenty of time for that. And then he tells me "sorry i bothered you" and i was like "you didn't bother me..you just took me by surprise" and then..out of know where, his sister gets on and tells me that he was "crying" and not to bother him anymore. when in fact HE was the one who IMed ME. Oh, and get this, 15 minutes later, he gets a new girlfriend. Desperate much?
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More news. Last year, my Aunt Loyce and I started getting close and I actually felt that I was able to trust her with secrets I couldn't even tell my parents or anyone else in the family. It was really nice. And it got to the point where we'd talk on the phone just about every night and she actually became my best friend..and still is. But, she recently moved to another part of Oklahoma and that was pretty hard. I was upset the entire week she left, because she didn't come to see me before leaving, but that Saturday she called me and said that she couldn't say bye to me, because she would've cried and then I would cry and stuff. So, I felt better because I was thinking that she had forgotten about me and everything, but she didn't. So, I felt better.
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So, anyway. I know there's other things that went on...however, I can't think of them right now. But, when I do, I'll make another entry.
teachersrock at 9:26 P.M.